I found myself on that same spot again…
On the same spot where once upon a time was the spot exclusive for me (I assumed) On his motorcycle, riding with him and trusting the words he says, expecting that the ride would be smooth but ofcourse things happened. Too much for trusting. Him being the good person he is, accompanied me and my bestfriend to the beach.
On that same beautiful beach where the sunset makes everything wonderful. Wherein a more gentle waves can be felt.
On the same spot where I found the calmness of my soul and gives serenity on my distracted mind.
But this time… I am not alone, I stood there with my friend and his colleagues, having this ravish farewell party of his. Everything seems good at the earlier moment I’ve been introduced to them. We talked, we laughed and drank beers until as what they say… Drink until we’re drop.
But during the night party, I found myself being bored and extremely sleepy, I had a feeling that this is because I already have menstruation and to put an icing on the top I can’t go hop on the bus to be home, since the bus schedule is limited to a certain time. And so, I have to go overnight at my friend place. Good thing that friend is my gay bestfriend so no worries on being attacked or harassed there.
Before we call it a night, we made a stop on the beach club where he worked before, the place is lit.
It has a nice view and nice decor. We drink again, shots and beers are served. Good thing those bartenders were close to him, he got those drinks for free… So much for gate crashing and not paying at the bar right. Lol. Though it was somewhat new to me., it was quite enjoyable but at the same time I’m a little afraid since the owners may get mad at us, or something. Haha
After buying another case of beers, my friend and I, together with his colleagues went to my friend’s place to drink. But since I’m a little bit sleepy and my menstruation is acting up, I decided to sleep earlier.
The party didn’t stop, since gay people literally and figuratively are fun people. They’re so active, loud, proud and well a little bit destructive, they tend to make fun of other people’s situation. No offense meant to other gays ofcourse. So my friend ‘drop’ earlier than usual I think, his colleagues want to drag him back and drink beers more. But, oh boy he was so drunk that they didn’t even make him stand to where he fell asleep so they did a little bit of ritual as he sleeps and taking videos at the same time.
I have just realized that even if we find ourselves on that same spot again, there would be a difference. Something is changed. It maybe ourselves or it could be the people around us.